Day 44 or so: Will It Or Won't It?

Here we are, I'm on day 44 (give or take a day) of taking Pregnitude and I am on day 42 of my cycle. I feel like I have been playing the waiting game for the past month or so, since I'm never really sure when I ovulate.  I got a smiley on my OPK test about 11 days ago, but I'm not sure that I actually ovulated, as that has been my problem. 

So I got a little restless this week and called my doctor to get the process started for going back on the Clomid. I know I didn't give the Pregnitude that much of a chance, but we've been trying for 6 months, I had to have Clomid last time and I'm getting older and we want a big family.  I know God has His own plan and I want to be willing to follow that, but I did feel peace after making that call.  I go for an ultrasound on Thursday to check out my lady parts and then get bloodwork done on the 2nd or 3rd day of my period and have a consult with my doctor on the 27th.  Phew.  That seems like a lot of work to make a baby (and that's only a small part of it!)  I mean, honestly, when you were younger, watching episodes of Teen Mom, it never seemed this hard to make a baby!;)

I can feel something starting to brew in my body today, whether it's a period or a baby, I don't know...because I always think it's a baby.  I'm hoping and praying I don't have to go through this again in a month!!